February 28, 2010 Sitting on my bed, resting my arms on a stack of 4pillows and finally, internet access in my room. It was a pain in the ass to set it up & I hope my parents can stand the messy wires.
And so, the reward is not too bad. I finally put the study table my mum got me in primary school to use. All these years it never got to serve its purpose other than to collect junk and dust.
After replacing the bulb that blew my room is much brighter but unfortunately still too dark for my liking when it comes to reading notes. Not to forget orange light makes the yellow highlights in my notes almost invisible. :(
And so, I brought the lamp with the white light in. Seems to work so far, but my studying routine has not kicked in. Once again, I didn't study over the weekend (and there's 1hr left).
Anyhow, hope I don't fall sick tomorrow. Had almost 25 klicks of awesome sight seeing & reminiscing that sense of freedom I felt when I had baby respsol. The only downside was that weather was (and still is) so humid that I started to perspire even with the pretty strong wind throughout the ride.
Awesome awesome. I'm so glad someone offered to pillion me home. It definitely beats an hour of public transport too. Nix is a happy girl! :D
-nIx- @ [[10:53 PM]]
February 26, 2010 Drift drift drift drift drift ; its when you lose touch with the people you're once close to.
Anyway, life is unfair when it comes to knowing certain stuff I shouldn't be knowing. Now I'm complaining again!
Today's catch up with Jasmine and Yu Shan was good (:
I'm running out of instax film. Muahaha.
Screw it, good night earth.
-nIx- @ [[11:12 PM]]
February 24, 2010 Last night was just a little passing phase and a reminiscence of life the way I wanted it to turn out.
Guess I woke up already.
-nIx- @ [[11:09 PM]]
Dreamt about you. Its like one of those dreams where everything you ever wished falls into place n turns out e way you want it to be. Only to be disappointed when I wake up only to find out I'm back to reality & that was all but a dream.
Earth to nix!
Ok time to get back to sleep.
-nIx- @ [[12:33 AM]]
February 21, 2010 Nixnix is a happy girl (:
<3 my instax mini 7s ltd edition to bits. Everyone in my family says I waste money & don't know how to save. Cannot appreciate. Hmph. Not like I've been spending much, so I guess I'll just treat this is my little reward. (:
-nIx- @ [[10:05 PM]]
February 20, 2010 Thing are looking up these few days.
February 17, 2010 Sleepless nights at way past 3am.
Wondering what the outcome would be ; no outcome and I drifted into sleep somehow. No outcome again.
Spent more than 12 hours in bed sleeping my life away although I didn't need to sleep.
I've been through worse times.
Will I pull through?
-nIx- @ [[6:54 PM]]
Something's keeping me up. I can't figure out exactly what or why.
I guess a part of me never wants to grow up, a part of me wishes things would stay the way it was before, a part of me wants to move on, a part of me just wants to stay still, a part of me is just lost somewhere in my own world.
I guess I'm just really confused.
Actually, I need a holiday badly. I need to sort my life out. Holidays give me the best opportunities to think.
I'm sure better days will come soon and that everything will turn out fine.
Time to sleep!
-nIx- @ [[1:21 AM]]
February 16, 2010 Psst. New year holidays (generally) are over. Hurrah!!
I'm so tempted to go shopping now. Didn't get any new year clothing hahaha. But I need to catch up a lot of studying. This whole week is school-free. :D
I really need to concentrate on my thesis too. Lol.
Whatever it is, a neat room (floor) & a clean set of bedsheets - I wouldn't trade that for working. (:
Finally solved the earphone plugs mismatch. One side was small and kept dropping off & music is so uneven. So awful.
Okay, study.
-nIx- @ [[9:01 PM]]
need to start studying now!!
Met a couple who was really interesting. The guy was speaking chinese and the girl was replying in cantonese and every conversation is held that way. So sweet.
-nIx- @ [[8:30 PM]]
That one.. I don't know what to say half the time.
-nIx- @ [[12:07 AM]]
February 14, 2010 Crazy bitch broke my flip phone in two and hammered it and soaked it in the tub with soap and water.
There goes all the final memories.
-nIx- @ [[7:44 PM]]
February 10, 2010 Much more difficult and challenging than I thought.
Wonder how long more before I'd just collapse and give up.
-nIx- @ [[2:49 PM]]
February 07, 2010 life has been pretty fucked up and yeah i don't have much time to blog either. bye